I finally accepted,
I do desire.
To be of benefit. 

To society.  
To people I love. 
To all that come into my life.

At times it is easier,  
to be compassionate,
when  believing,
I owe the other something.

But ultimately,
it is because,
I care,
of the essence. 

And the progression,
of our existence. 

© Krishdga    27.4.17

Stuck in suction, spiralling.
Up down, in out, through, within, outwardly. 
Continuously reflecting on events that cause reaction. 
Unresolved resentment. 
Comparisons float in and out.
Unconventional. What should be? And what is? 

The line is fine.

With this duality of life comes an expectation.
Assessing events and outcomes, 
 positive or negative.
Driven by constant contemplation of death.
When this body disappears.
What is left behind?
A collection of memories kept alive by,
 thought. 


© Krishdga    6.4.17

Connected

I think about the times that I said I wanted to be out. Where I wanted to start living my life the truth that I know. I remember being in my mums car and she would drive me to school, the same mundane routine. Everyday feeling like I am not making a difference.

Now I have the power to change that.

I am in no ones control. I am not obliged to do anything for anyone. I just do it because I want to. The life that you want to live, will only start when you be that person you want to be and the transformation begins when you face that which you fear.

Soon a few years from now you will be able to reflect on who you were and now are and feel the same but different.

It cannot be explained, for if it is explained it means it cannot be experienced, if it is not experienced then it cannot be known, if it is not known then it will not be said. If it is not said it will just be done.

Strange

There is hope. I feel there is. When I am grounded I know this is not optimism that I feel but part of the reason why I am here. There is change in every second and every moment and that change is created by our minds by our consciousness.

Yes you maybe confused, yes many things you cannot make sense off, but is there not a beauty in that. If we knew everything and all that we needed to know then what is the point of having a human experience. I feel that humanity is such a small and short period of our life that we are just here to try for a few centuries or a few more thousand years.

The revolution of the planet is happening quickly. It is not just the word or a false statement from a few who have achieved success or practiced to go deep within, many are awakening. Many are realising that there is only love. It is how we treat people today now in this moment, with no judgement. It is the acknowledgement of the constant suffering.

Belief

We all believe in the same thing but we are probably experiencing different parts of the reality of the bigger truth. To believe is to have a feeling in an entity, something, even to believe in nothingness is a belief.

Now to go discover what it is that we all believe.