A genius I felt. I embraced it.
I was mad but clever.
What was it worth,
to feel different from the rest?
Why me?
It was all in my head.
A role I created.
How quickly my world turned,
with a single thought.
Playing the victim, felt powerful.
I spoke of Him as if I was on His level.
I was portrayed as mad. Insane.
It was insanity.
Truth. Oh I am nothing without your love.
I continue playing a role in your plan to teach us all. 
With the clarity that it is just a role.

© Krishdga    23.1.17

I noticed I observed, 
 what I thought was love,
was unheard. 

Each moment,
 I stayed in my body,
it stopped all my worry. 

Of course I have dreams, 
 what is more consistent,
is gratitude it seems. 

As my vision gets clearer,
 I also feel clearer. 
To my body to my standards,  
 to what really matters. 

With grace with care,
 I was grateful,
for what was there.

Kindly, 
 held in your embrace,
for a lifetime and more.

E s s e n c e


© Krishdga  5.3.17