In my hands I hold the key,
giving to the self and others.
Whilst being free.

In the pain I find the love,
do something for the self.
Look within not around or above. 

Relaxing deeper into my body,
I will find the answer I am looking for.
Conscious breathing, make it a hobby. 

It is now harder for me to be in my mind.
"Die before you die."
Ask the right question go in blind.

Realise there is no death,
take in each breath. 

© Krishdga   20.2.17

A genius I felt. I embraced it.
I was mad but clever.
What was it worth,
to feel different from the rest?
Why me?
It was all in my head.
A role I created.
How quickly my world turned,
with a single thought.
Playing the victim, felt powerful.
I spoke of Him as if I was on His level.
I was portrayed as mad. Insane.
It was insanity.
Truth. Oh I am nothing without your love.
I continue playing a role in your plan to teach us all. 
With the clarity that it is just a role.

© Krishdga    23.1.17

I see you.
When I think you are gone,
and will no longer need you.
I see you and feel you.
You cripple my body.
I am still but stuck in endless thought,
a sea, a storm, a lifetime of memory.
Breathe.

"Bring me back to reality!" I scream.
A war starts in my mind, when I know I should be more kind.
I laugh. I'm back. I'm back for longer each time.
More present. Not ruled by time.
Aware of the endless.
I am still. 

© Krishdga    17.1.17