As I put pen to paper.
Attention fills me,
 yet there is no tension.
Right now I am free,
 completely being.
Creating art.

The power of writing, a gift.
Experiencing the connectedness of that moment.
All that is happening in your body at the time;
 can only be felt and never expressed, 
entirely in written form.


© Krishdga   09.03.17

A moment causing a moment of judgement, 
can be the most, 
powerful transformational instrument.

To truly understand,
only this moment can you give you,
peace and serenity.

This is the sound of the instrument,
be the watcher.
All forces a reminder of the delusions.
Nothing is truly fearsome in this,
moment.

The sense of self, 
the identities we attach ourselves to,
causing us the most pain.
Be a forgiving energy,
surpass all negativity.

Seek,
motivation and inspiration,
from all selfless beings.
Be in the body, 
another instrument.
Face all sensations, 
transform them.  


© Krishdga   13.5.17

 

Humbly,
make it a priority. 
Thinking of others,
our brothers and sisters. 

This world within, 
where we live in. 
Harmony with others, 
our brothers and sisters.

Part of a life force,
to be with no remorse. 
Nurturing and protecting others, 
our brothers and sisters. 

Favourable circumstances for all, 
the ultimate call. 
Compassion for others,
our brothers and sisters.

Begin internally.

I pray. 

© Krishdga    10.5.17

When we do not speak, 
it makes me appreciate you more.
My heart feels heavy,
all that is left are memories, 
which leave me unsure. 


Did it actually happen the way I thought it did,
now it's in the past I have to let go.
Holding onto moments of laughter and joy,
even this grasp can hinder the flow.

Anticipate a sense, all senses that exist are that of now,  
for those feelings exists in this moment.
Accumulate ease through out the day: Tao. 
Eventually this will be the only state. 

Exist.  
With purpose. 
Breathe

© Krishdga   6.5.17

Events of life often repeated,
situations never depleted.
If ambition is there take a leap of faith.
each moment a chance to create, thy Lord saith. 

That which keeps me going,
is the knowing.
Someday some other can be inspired,
attitude, action and commitment is required.

Completing life, leaving a piece of me behind.
An unwritten and unsaid contract internally signed. 
Others have said it is not easy,
take another conscious breath and love deeply.

A simple change of perspective is all you need,
all internal suffering now becomes a blessing indeed.
The beauty of life is as such,
shifts we come across now don't seem too much.

Start to live the life you want to live now.
Life will be prepared to give so allow.
Each being who has crossed your path.
Learn from don't worry about the aftermath.
If taken for granted,
overlook the enchanted. 

© Krishdga    1.5.17

As I wrote the truth of the moment, it allowed me to let go.
To leave the writing space where it is and go with the flow.
In the moments where you may feel pressure, giving into the others control.
Get up, walk around and go ahead take a stroll.
Notice and observe the space, in another moment it will all go.

Responding to the other cannot be faulted, if it is true to your heart. 
If there is doubt in your mind, you have not listened. 
So start.
What is it that pulls us apart?
In the end there is nothing,
share a piece of your heart. 

In this moment I am in my senses. 
Again it comes down to this moment, no need for defences. 
Breathing and consciously creating, 
a welcoming presence for others to feel.
To me I know this is real,
feel comfortable and not afraid to be.
That place starts from I not judging me. 
The least I can do, 
for you.


© Krishdga    29.4.17

Let go. Why?
A question.
Do you need an answer?
A question.
Do you really need to be somewhere?
A question.
They followed every teacher.
They learnt every method.
They practice, 
in the practicing the cycle arose again.
I kept working on myself. 
I was in tune with the outside world,
not the detail but the suffering.
I choose in each moment to be kind, 
not to repeat what I had done before.
I came out of the cycle.
I am now.

© Krishdga    10.4.17

The isness of the moments of contemplation, 
 where your mind may wonder.
When there is harm to your balance.
One becomes more appreciative,
 of the isness.

That which is dealt with the now,
 will not build resistance to the future.
When a memory is triggered,
 whether it be 'good' or 'bad'.
Triggers of emotion,
 monitored changed into motion.
Monitoring now, the stillness, 
 is the isness. 

© Krishdga    7.4.17

Kindness is flowing. Keep focused on the goal.
Surrender to the moment and the calling as a whole.


Thanking each being that helped open my mind.
In times of confusion where I could not find,
the right question to ask or the answers I needed.
Rooting now, shoots appearing from what was first seeded.


Where there is surrender, there is no need to ask,
no need for confusion, no need for a mask.
As I surrendered, I started to bow.
Bowed from within, bowed in the now.

© Krishdga   2.4.17

This discomfort too shall pass.
It's been acknowledged, no need for it to last.

Moment to moment allow the change to enter.
The time is now, move from your centre.

Some days you may have more to say or do.
Others are just about nurturing you.

Let each day guide you along the way,
where there is wonder, joyfulness and time to play. 

© Krishdga    29.3.17

I see you.
When I think you are gone,
and will no longer need you.
I see you and feel you.
You cripple my body.
I am still but stuck in endless thought,
a sea, a storm, a lifetime of memory.
Breathe.

"Bring me back to reality!" I scream.
A war starts in my mind, when I know I should be more kind.
I laugh. I'm back. I'm back for longer each time.
More present. Not ruled by time.
Aware of the endless.
I am still. 

© Krishdga    17.1.17

Connected

I think about the times that I said I wanted to be out. Where I wanted to start living my life the truth that I know. I remember being in my mums car and she would drive me to school, the same mundane routine. Everyday feeling like I am not making a difference.

Now I have the power to change that.

I am in no ones control. I am not obliged to do anything for anyone. I just do it because I want to. The life that you want to live, will only start when you be that person you want to be and the transformation begins when you face that which you fear.

Soon a few years from now you will be able to reflect on who you were and now are and feel the same but different.

It cannot be explained, for if it is explained it means it cannot be experienced, if it is not experienced then it cannot be known, if it is not known then it will not be said. If it is not said it will just be done.

Understand

The one thing as humans we want or need is to be understood. The worst thing we may think that could happen to us is for someone to mistake our intentions or believe what we have done as ‘bad’ or ‘negative’. These such words do exist but for its own purpose.

To feel humiliated allows us to break free from our ego. Sometimes it is not the ‘correct’ moment to speak the truth about ones own experience. However to recognise the importance of that experience in yourself and to validate it in your own history is important. When learning different types of love and accepting the unknown there can only be growth from that. It may not be clear now but in this moment if you feel loving enough towards creating a blissful experience then choose love instead of feeling misunderstood.

Misunderstood:  missing –> undo –> under –> – stood –>stand.

Standing under someone we are able to be at ground level of what they are experiencing.

There are reasons as to why people think differently and we must not fall into the trap of treating others how they treat us. “Treat others how YOU/WE/I want to be treated.”

To be a silent observer of your mind and ego can help you stay grounded and move forward in your own journey. It is not that something is bad, but it may have felt bitter. The bitterness we have control of.

The bitter sweet ending is a choice.

Choose it in the moment.

Healed

If you have not healed from the pain the past has brought you, the past can greatly impact this moments experiences. A simple lie I used to tell myself was that I came to earth by choice, I chose my parents, I chose the gender I was born, I chose my ethnicity the circumstance and the point in life that I was going to be born in. Not only did this give me power to deal with the situations I faced in my life, it gave me a sense of purpose as to keep going. I wanted this and now I am here. 

With this form of thinking you can really start to detach yourself from the painful experiences you had.

Take responsibility.