When we do not speak, 
 it makes me appreciate you more.
My heart feels heavy,
 all that is left are memories, 
which leave me unsure. 


Did it actually happen the way I thought it did,
 now it's in the past I have to let go.
Holding onto moments of laughter and joy,
 even this grasp can hinder the flow.

Anticipate a sense, all senses that exist are that of now,  
 for those feelings exists in this moment.
Accumulate ease through out the day: Tao. 
Eventually this will be the only state. 

Exist.  
With purpose. 
Breathe

© Krishdga   6.5.17

A genius I felt. I embraced it.
I was mad but clever.
What was it worth,
to feel different from the rest?
Why me?
It was all in my head.
A role I created.
How quickly my world turned,
with a single thought.
Playing the victim, felt powerful.
I spoke of Him as if I was on His level.
I was portrayed as mad. Insane.
It was insanity.
Truth. Oh I am nothing without your love.
I continue playing a role in your plan to teach us all. 
With the clarity that it is just a role.

© Krishdga    23.1.17