A cog weaving designing awaiting an answer.
Suddenly questions that want to be answered.
A step away from the 'true' self.
A step close to a dream.
The air is thicker. More effort to breath.
To consciously breath it seems,
harder, more effort.
Noticing the attachment.
The time for when one is awake to asleep,
conditioned by society.
As I rested a few hours at a time,
whether this be morning or night.
I started to catch my thoughts in the process of creating,
Sometimes hot and colder at other times,
starting to interpret reacting to space and time.
Going against all that I had learnt till now,
when it came to sharing the work. 
The ego, I, the self, that needs more work would appear again.
In a moment where I know I should lead by example.
What does it mean to not care?
Ultimately to be oneself is to share.
Being and becoming better,
through a creative space that has no rules.
In this space be who you are, start to practice the essence of you.
Eventually it will be that which always shines through. 

© Krishdga   5.4.17

As I try to embrace the change. I learn not to try.
With each instance where I resist the flow.
I am in flow. To watch the thoughts.
The thoughts which I am not. 
The watcher of the thoughts,
is content and blissful.
The observer needs nothing.
The observer is just.
The observer is love and full of surrender.
With the observer came the essence of life.
There was access through the divine breath.
Which keeps us alive.
Through signs I use to ground myself.
I became more and more alive. 


© Krishdga   4.4.17